H@pi3 ## Dud3

Wondering… do we need to change some of our life??? or just keep moving like that?? is it true and easy way for us to choose no need think so many??? everything just wait ppl teling us why??? scare to ask cause worry get scolded by ppl? or just an excuse for ourselve? Things will never change and nothing great will happen… Should we choose just live like wat we usual with??? isn’t that we won’t improve if we just stand at the same position??  What is the LIFE means??? Sometimes really get tired with this… why should we choose to so suffer with things we dun like to do… something can see clearly when it’s close to you… then that time you should consider it… but not just because our time pack then means no problem is there… is just because we never consider about it… Where got no problem in our life one??? so ridiculous… everything in the life smooth??? we should always consider with everything in our life… not only when really have problem… even some never consider and just let it be cause thought it will be ok soon…if we just keep moving, sure there is next time for same thing happen… no ppl is forcing u….. but is for our own good… that’s what i believe in…

因为期待， 所以失望…
失望， 有时候也是一种幸福…
因为有所期待， 所以才会失望…
所以纵使失望， 也是一种幸福…
虽然这种幸福有点痛…

不… 是很痛…

说会变…
可是, 不可能…
如果变了…
那就不可能变回了…
遲了…

别再为自己找借口了…

以为， 会不一样…
以为， 是我一直在等的…
以为， 是真的来了…
可惜， 没有不一样…
可惜， 不是我一直在等的…
可惜， 老天爷还是没有眷顾我…

凡事都不能勉強…
只能等待时期…

Hm… already 4 weeks…. Start feeling Sienz and tire at here dy….. Especially after work need to ‘fan’ dinner and housework thg…. Everyday go office doing same thing then wait the time pass to go home…. Lunch time arrive also eat the same thg…. Not that fun like wat had i predicted before the intern…. Sick with the food…. dunno wanna eat wat, miss the delicious cooking of mum…. Haha…. and of course my frens too…..
But nvm…. it’s my choice…. to see outside… won’t regret for it… But really sien loh cause i am not allowed to bring my hp into the lab…. ‘Boh pian’…. Just hope soon will get to learn more than now at here loh…. then won’t such sien lol…..
‘Jia You’ loh…. Hehe….

why ppl need to get moody? it’s a bad feeling, very down… have to think and ‘fan’ for many things…. studies, tests, assignments… and worry about family and ppl…. after talk for many times still de same…. nothing change…. is that girls always act like that? demand too much? but i think it’s our rights…..sometimes wonder is that wat we need? we  have family, friends…. isn’t that we should feel lucky and enough with it? why easily get bore…. is it because we emotional? so many questions in de head… some ppl so optimistic, why? is it good? why…. isn’t that our life should be have all this sadness, happiness, sickness and….. can anyone tell me de answer?

This few years of Uni life really start getting sick…. other than study, watch movie, k song, shopping still study again…… then nothing can do anymore….. having test for every week…. tire man…. Hope to have new things to do…. miss the time at home cause wish to go anyway then can easily go, no limited time like Uni….. friends at hometown stand by for us to call out and have fun together…. many funs can make at there…. one and half more year to go….. really hope to do something special during my Uni life and can last in my memory forever and ever…. anyone of u also an Uni ‘kia’ may speak out ur idea plz….. 

  Damn boring oh….. many tests oh…. still wan more holiday…. Pek Cek ar….. help……

haven’t study yet… SienZzzz……..